KEEP SENSATION

can't describe, but just try to write

1.13.2007

WHEN MISSING BECOME GRUDGE

TEARS WHEN WRITING THE PREVIOUS LETTER
THEN SPENDING OVER 36 HOURS DOING NOTHING BUT WAITING
CAN'T IMAGINE HOW CRAZY I BECAME
MAKING ENDLESS CALL BUT NO ONE ANSWERED

GUYS
I REALLY WANT TO GIVE UP
WAITING FOR A MAN WHO IS ALWAYS ESCAPING FROM YOUR 'BLAME' IS REALLY HORRIBLE
I OPENED MY DOOR WANT TO FIND OUT SOLUTION
BUT HE CLOSED HIS REFUSING TO SHARE ANY THOUGHT WITH ME

IT ISN'T THE PROBLEM ABOUT COMMUNICATION
IT IS ABOUT ATTITUDE

I AM BECOMING SICK
AND I KEEP WONDERING WHETHER I STILL HAVE TIME TO WAIT
I AM DYING IN EVERY MINUTE
AND I KEEP WONDERING THE ACTIONS YOU GUYS WILL DO AFTER MY DEATH
WILL I RECEIVE MORE GIFT AND LOVE THAN WHILE I AM LIVING.............